6    femko          104 29

New record again.. whee.

Feeling a bit better as I started working and stopped drinking for the moment
to be. Work usually makes me a bit calmer... at least it gives me something to
do and allows me to be secure somehow.. well I got my rules and stuff on how
to work so I prolly just don't have to make too many decisions and thus don't
have to ponder too much. Just watching a documentation about the last flight
of UA 093 11th of September and having goosebumps... working for an airline
somehow gets me nearer to what happened back then.. I remember how I was
called to come work during these days back then and I never experienced an
atmosphere like that at the airport ever before or ever after.. and I really
don't want to experience something like this again. We often get annoyed at
the security checks we have to undergo every day when we work .. makes me
wonder. Oh well I should stop taking the pain of the whole world on my back.
Anyway...