And another nightshift. Funny.. when I had my last nightshift it was the first
one for a co worker of mine and now it is her last one.. 7 nightshifts ina
row... Heard today that a friend of mine had a terrible accident and is in
intensive care.. am so fucking worried about him.. it always gets those who
don't deserve it... Damned... the fact that he is in Finland and I am in
Germany doesn't really help much.. it makes it worse as I am so fucking far
away from my friends. Though I tried intensely, I couldn't get any further
information than the fact that it is looking bad for him.. gnn. I hate to be
unable to do anything but blah. It shows me once again that one should  just
live for the moment as u never know what happens the next second.. as for my
friend I can only wait and maybe pray though I am wondering whether I still
believe in a deity I can pray to.. and if I would isn't it unfair only to pray
when something unpleasant happens.Sigh.. besides the bad news which I carry
with me wherever I go the last 2 dayswere nice... I got an autograph from my
favorite german poet and song maker and I was busy arranging everything for
Match's arrival on Saturday. As we might go on a day trip to London, I bought
tickets for us today and browsed all the informations I could get out of my
work computer here about London. As he never has been there it would only
serve to give him a very quick impression of the city. Blah I can't really
write as long as I dunno whats up with my friend...