Time for more blogging though no one complained this time but oh well... After
all I'm blogging more for myself than for others or do I? What has happened
hmmm not really much sadly enough... I just worked a lot to get ready to
invade Finland again in February. Originally I planned to go to Turku but it
seems I'm running short of places to stay there so it might be Oulu instead
but we will see. I pondered a lot bout my life -again- and didn't really come
to a big conclusion besides the final insight that Im my own enemy and Im in
my way when it comes to total happiness. I recently started contact with some
old lost friends or acquaintances and will actually meet an old friend
tomorrow. We used to be kinda best IRC friends ages ago and she made a
Teddybear for me which I later returned to her cause it was broken.. and then
we lost contact.. well now I can get my teddy back and maybe start an old new
relationship again. Besides that I finally managed to write to Mizo's family
in Japan who hosted me so cool and nicely almost one year ago. Oh yeah and I
soon will turn 28... sigh only a few days left and then it'S sunday the 30th..
my Bday.. seems I'll celebrate into it at a friends place which also means
that I can't drink as Ill have to transport all the beer and stuff there. Well
I did some shopping for the party today and only am missing the beer now. Told
about this Blog to an old german friend and am currently pondering whether it
was a good idea or not.. after all The Blog is somehow part of my finnish life
and not my german life which i tend to push back as far as possible whenever I
get the chance. It's funny it's snowing like hell outside and some parts of
germany report up to -19 degrees while it is +8 in iceland... world topsy
turvy.... Found old pics about a trip to ireland I made with my best friend a
couple of years ago.. and made the mistake to start reading my high school
yearbook with all these old creatures in it who used to share classrooms with
me.. I can't help but wondering whether all those big mouthed idiots now still
are bigmouthed idiots only that they deliver my mail (No offense Zock,) ) Or
whether they really finished studies and are now some rich fucking bastards.
But who am I to judge while my job is to push a wheelchair across the airport.
Sigh.