Do I want to live that late

in a world just ruled by hate

Say out loud how u might feel

and end up being hit with steel

Hm weird last couple of days. Had -again- maybe too much time to ponder bout
life and to write some more poems yes I'm sorry... Well some of em might have
potential others are just blahing or as my brother once called them
'Teenage-Rambling': Well actually I stopped writing poems for a long time
after that 'quality' criticism by him. Well but that's a blog so it's kinda my
scrapbook.. I just toss em in here and later can decide which ones are good
and which aren't. Worked the last 2 days. Was rather quiet. 2 weeks left till
my next planned Finland visit and yet I have no fucking idea what it will
hold. I don't know where I will go, whether I will go or where I'll stay...
still I feel so empty and can'T develop enough energy to start buggering
people about it. Maybe I should just fly there and offer my body... Aeh okok
shutting up.. seems my brain is overheating.