If you say a then u mean b If I then try to think of c it just seems we can't agree of things which let us be talking just a more happily Ok sordid poem... sigh and I don't even know what sordid means.. weird day and the fact that I'm drinking again unhappily alone in front of my pc listening to Johnny Cash singing Hurt should already explain a lot. Well no more details about that... Just spent the day idle wanking and being sad that I might grow up after all. Seems my Peter Pan ideal is bound to shatter. Had some interesting talks with an old friend of mine who used to mean a lot to me. Re-.establishing friendships seems to be so difficult. In addition to all of this pondering whether it is possible to make someone u fucked a 'simple' friend again. Dammit it is so easy to make a friend someone you fuck but the other way around ... 7 Femko 146 38 184