Ok let's see..

1. I missed Nena last night at our big company festival cause I had to go home
early. 

2. I cancelled my trip to Oulu for Juhannus. 

3. I didn't study for the last 3 years. 

4. I just got into an argument with a fellow wiz. 

5. I'm missing my love like crazy. 

6. I didn't code anything new or great for ages. 

7. I am 28 and I'm living with my parents. 

8. My trip to Zurich next weekend to which I was SO looking forward to was
cancelled by my host to be. 

9. I could go on like this for pages. (Maybe thats the worst point).

Well yes dear readers.. it seems that my dark moods got me again.. it's been
creeping up for some time again now I guess and attacked me 2 days ago only to
take over. So here I sit in my room with all my windows barricaded (okok that
is because it is hot like hell outside but still it helps to paint the picture
of the sad poet) and grumble and ponder bout life. BLAH maybe I should just
curl in bed again. Ok let's make a pitiful attempt to change the subject. I'm
fighting against a minor skin inflammation on my forehead and the fact that I
have to put some fat itchy ointment on it twice a day is not exactly helping
my mood either.. argh wrong topic. Last night I got into an argument with 2 of
my rl friends who once again showed me how brainless they are when it comes to
some topics. I really wish I could just go and fly to Helsinki for a few days
of brainless boozing and sweating but it seems I am damned to sit here and
study or at least think about studying. Vituttaa! (Damned I hope that was
spelled the right way.)