so as we are waiting for friends to meet up with for canada celebration, my
buddy talks me into playing 3/6 6max on pokerstars.
many donkey bets later, including a hand where i explain to my buddy, if i bet
ace high, king high will call. sure enough king high does call, ship it

i finish liked +90 dollars or so, making this a profitable night in general.
till i hit the bar
where the girl i adore had told me to call her. which i did, and the girl had
the nerve to hang up on me. i was furious. many jack and cokes later i had
calmed down and was chatting at the bar with friends. then i see someone
famaliar. blonde, with a headband. she had come to find me with her friends

what followed would be many shots of some stupid hypnotiq drin kthat she liked
so much and more jack and coke for me and much flirting and snuggling and well
CLOSE PERSONAL CONTACT

shes of course hammered, im pretty messed up too. and yet. i still dont know
where i stand with this beauty

and this depresses me