And another night in Nightshift... there I go with all my weird thoughts... Someone once said that thinking / pondering is good for the soul... I often wonder about it.. There are some days when I wished I could simply turn off my brain... then again I guess my lil quirks, fears, weird aspects are part of me aren't they... Guess I wouldn't be the same without them and after all I guess I wouldnt want to totally get rid of em... Maybe everyone who can glance into other people's soul has to have dark spots and shadows on oneselves... (was that word written correctly..?!) It's a bit like the clown with the lil tear on the cheek... oh well .. don't want to whine too much ... weird how I often feel like a teenager though those years are long long gone for me. Anyway. 2 days without work beginning tomorrow.. actually today . Hackop will prolly call me at some point as I didn't catch him online anymore. So we will see whether that will bring some alcohol or meeting. Later on that week some early shift block will start ... meaning 7 or so of them ion a row which basically is hell on earth for me... but well I might shift my biorythm to another time zone going to sleep after the early shifts .