ok well empire gave me a free 15 bucks. so i decide to go play NL short handed and see if i can maybe double up a few times quickly. first hand. AKo. im cool with putting 15 bucks into this. excellent, some moron raises. i make it 4 dollars, he puts me all in. i call. flop J74 rainbow. turn 8 of spade. river 2 of spade. ship it to A9 of spades from the donkey. this is my poker life. at this point in time, i dont even call it running bad. cause im obviously not even running. im falling on my face repeatly at almost every single possible opportunity