Well Here I am once again flying back to moy other home, listening to Olavi
Virta singing some Tango. I actually bought a finnish Tango CD for my Dad who 

really liked finnish Tango when he heard some in the Men without past
Kaurismäki movie. I had a very nice evening in U.Kaleva again last night and
even 

though the beer is a bit more expensive than somewhere in Kallio it still is
my absolute favorite place to be in Helsinki. I was joined by Runeaxe, Ziba, 

Glenfast and Drifter which was nice again, plus I actually managed to take the
last train for a change. I'm -like usually- not too happy about going back to 

Germany.I always tell people to not 'Dream their life but live their dream'...
and here I am too wussie to listen to what my heart tells me to do namely 

just going to Finland. I just can't decide to give up everything I have
created and done in my life for 29 years and start anew ... at least not yet.
But oh 

well.. for nbow I have my Tango for which I ecen turned of my Jackie Brown
DVD. Irony of this whole trip this time is that I am only flying to Germany to

attend a family reunion which I might not evenmake now as my flight was almost
2 h delayed... But well my aunt is gonna keep me some food I hope. Dammit I 

really should start studying finnish harder.. these old finnish songs rock :)
blaaaaah and now my laptop battery is down to 10 % and complaining of wanting 

to be replaced but of course I neither have a spare battery nor any
possibility to charge it here above the air.. Oh well... laters then :)