end of month results. i probably played some of the best poker of my life for about 85% of this month. the 15% where i did not play good poker i went on a -3000 or so bender and it was pretty gross. didnt do weekly updates due to just emotional issues in regards to losing thousands of dollars. online profit: 1028.80 online hours: 63.35 (for 16.24/h) live profit: -590 live hours: 10h (for -59/h) online bonuses cleared: 170 online rakeback: 450 so it wasnt a great month, im sure if i didnt have a complete meltdown halfway through it would have been a pretty decent month. my friend just had his first 20k+ month which makes me uber jealous. i might have to start making some more aggressive moves in regards to moving up stakes. i do feel i can beat a higher limit and upon reviewing his database for july the bigger games dont seem much tougher. i just have to control my ANGER issues. and of course, as always, my pain and torture in graph form: http://img110.imageshack.us/my.php?image=julyvf7.jpg i really hope august is my breakout month. i've spent 2 months at nl100 now and have been a marginal winner despite having some pretty disgusting meltdowns. umm my plan for august is to play some nl100 for a little longer and start taking some shots at nl200. my bankroll is deep enough for some swings at nl200 and still be healthy so we'll see how it goes.