Another nightshift and yet again time to think about life the universe and the
rest. The thing which truly influenced me most was the death of my friend
Enochian - Lauri Sipilä. Even though I have had some weeks to try to digest it
till now, I still can't. It seems his death was peaceful after all which at
least is soothing to know. I wish I could have been able to attend to his
funeral on saturday... unfortunately work crossed that plan for me. I guess I
could have made it if I had flown back the next morning but I can already
imagine Lauri standing on a cloud and laughing his smoky Lauri laugh at me if
I had done that. Aino and Kotivalo brought him a flower from me. Fuck 28 is
just not an age to die for anyone. It struck me as a slight shock today when I
realized that in all the years of friendship with Lauri and many others I
never heard or knew their rl surname... hell I don't even know the surnames of
2 of my 4 roomies in Leppävaara. It's sorta funny how unimportant a thing like
a surname becomes. Blah this ended up with me thinking about life again and
stuff... though I can imagine Lauri telling me just to shut up, chill and grab
a beer. Life is weird sometimes... I'll miss you Lauri.