ok september is soooo over. i guess in hindsight, it didnt really ever start either. cause i really did do a lot of nothing and been mopey and all sorts of other whack shit making me go emo/depressed or whatever. bleah bleah bleah. pokerwise. my bankroll is healthy, very healthy. i've played only 5 short sessions this month, but crushed each time. and i really feel since my meltdown mid july, i have been playing more or less A+ game every time i do decide to open up tables. last month (august) was a great month for me. september well... total online hours: 5.82 total profit: 1.516.68 theres rakeback and some other various bonuses ontop of that too. maybe like 80 bucks. anyways the CPT is coming back to town, which is good and bad, good cause i want to play in some of the cash games, bad because work is really sucking right now and i have no idea how to balance this out. last time the CPT came, it really helped me take my game to the next level. if it would work its magic for me again and restore my drive and desire to play, it would be very sexy. while i am off pace for my yearly goal i made for myself. i still have one more quarter to get through and then we can look back upon the whole year as a single session. i'll probably have to scan thru my blog and figure out exactly how i've done this year, but i know its been a good year :)