ok so this week WAS going very good. but then i had a meltdown on friday night
and things didnt go so well. i did recover, but this week feels like such a
waste. i mean, poker is kinda like that at times, if you make one wrong
decision it can (and probably will) affect your decisions for the rest of the
day. 

i made a bad decision. then i proceed to get stuck, then stuck more. there was
a poitn when i was unstuck and people wanted to do stuff, but i declined, the
tables were too good. a +100 day quickly melted into a -1600 day.

it only goes to reinforce the point, that i play my best poker playing short
sessions. none of these 5h long 6 tabling massive marathons. i will resolve to
never play such sessions again, and if i book a small loss, to just roll with
it and think nothing of it as opposed to trying to get back to even.

online hours logged: 11.20
online profit: -31.62 (-2.82/h)

week in graph form: http://img292.imageshack.us/img292/4726/octoberweek3he2.jpg

so i have one more week to go, this month is still easily salvagable. i mean
shit, i've have two days where i drop close to 2k in each day, and i am still
up for the month.