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Posted: 14 Oct 2003 07:29 [ permalink ]
 OOOOOOOOOK days get longer, sleeping rhythm still not existing at all. Got up
at 4 pm .. noe it's 6 am and I'm still not tired. Made a bit over 700k and
maxed deaths door with it. Gotta decide what spell will be next. Friend
addition of the day is Dreoca a nice and decent friend more on my list :)..
dammit I will HAVE to move to Finland one day ... there are just so many cool
people around there. Sigh. I was born in the wrong country.. I am slightly
melancholic and I hate the day.. I must be a reincarnated finn. Actually there
are some more reasons which I'll spare u dear reader. Got some information
today that made me pretty sad but can't get into much detail here though.
Feeling kinda lonely once again... Seems as if it all boils down to the fact
that mankind is  damned to be lonely in the end. But the show must go on.. it
at least always did and has to so far. Dammit in addition to bat mud Im hooked
on DVD'S now as well.. watching em all the time... I got my membership into
the Grand Menagerie of Losers, Dorks, and Geeks as losers+ is called with a
long title. Now should I be proud of that... I'll leave it up to u. Friend of
mine who just reinced into merchant considers to suicide and even started the
suiciding .. I sure hope he won't go on with it. But then again people are old
enough to make their own decisions. Maybe I AM to empathic.. or maybe I am
just projecting too much or maybe it is too late for me and Im pondering too
much again. Still a bit low on energy somehow.. there are hundreds of rl
things that need to be done... Fuck I'm only eating atm.. I gained a couple of
kilos already and it's time that I eat less if I don't want to look aeh
heavily boned aeh again. Gnn perhaps it wasn't a good idea to start watching
LOTR at 5 am...  Dammit perhaps i stay awake 24 h.. my parents are coming home
tomorrow anyway and the apartment looks as if a bomb has exploded... I'm
already looking forward to their standard question when they see all the empty
bottles I consumed.. "Oh, u had lots of visitors?" :o)