OOOOOOOOOK days get longer, sleeping rhythm still not existing at all. Got up at 4 pm .. noe it's 6 am and I'm still not tired. Made a bit over 700k and maxed deaths door with it. Gotta decide what spell will be next. Friend addition of the day is Dreoca a nice and decent friend more on my list :).. dammit I will HAVE to move to Finland one day ... there are just so many cool people around there. Sigh. I was born in the wrong country.. I am slightly melancholic and I hate the day.. I must be a reincarnated finn. Actually there are some more reasons which I'll spare u dear reader. Got some information today that made me pretty sad but can't get into much detail here though. Feeling kinda lonely once again... Seems as if it all boils down to the fact that mankind is damned to be lonely in the end. But the show must go on.. it at least always did and has to so far. Dammit in addition to bat mud Im hooked on DVD'S now as well.. watching em all the time... I got my membership into the Grand Menagerie of Losers, Dorks, and Geeks as losers+ is called with a long title. Now should I be proud of that... I'll leave it up to u. Friend of mine who just reinced into merchant considers to suicide and even started the suiciding .. I sure hope he won't go on with it. But then again people are old enough to make their own decisions. Maybe I AM to empathic.. or maybe I am just projecting too much or maybe it is too late for me and Im pondering too much again. Still a bit low on energy somehow.. there are hundreds of rl things that need to be done... Fuck I'm only eating atm.. I gained a couple of kilos already and it's time that I eat less if I don't want to look aeh heavily boned aeh again. Gnn perhaps it wasn't a good idea to start watching LOTR at 5 am... Dammit perhaps i stay awake 24 h.. my parents are coming home tomorrow anyway and the apartment looks as if a bomb has exploded... I'm already looking forward to their standard question when they see all the empty bottles I consumed.. "Oh, u had lots of visitors?" :o)