1 blog add Ok... I did mention that my life is a soap oapera.. did I mention
it is an eceptionally BAD one.. or wait that was my dream .. actually it'S a
nightmare. Beware Batmud, Femko is in whining mode.. or then again not Femko
but Dirk. Why the fuck do I aöways try to adapt my plans to others? BLAH.
While my heart made lil jumps each time I pass the gate of the Helsinki
aircraft and the only idea that made me happy was the idea of flying there
soonish again my plans seem to suffer from major drawback. First my Contact in
Jyväskylä cancelled and now my whole trip seems threatened.. why the fuck did
I take others into account anyway. BLAH suck suck suck. Just feel like kicking
something but since walls are made of brick here it would not do me any good.
Work called and I can work some. Can't express HOW pissed I am atm that my
plans have to be changed again and blah blah blah.. prolly should sleep a
night but then again I have to work in 4 h and it is 3 am already. Really nice
whenever I think something COULD work out, something comes and kicks me in the
middle of my face. Why do i even TRY.