Whee and WHAT a great day. Am drunk WARNING. This evening once again showed me
that my friends in germany more than suck. Just retfrom a boozing eve and left
the party when my 'friends' thought it funny to make jokes about me... did I
care? No not really .. I simply left.. Oh those who wanted to sleep at my
place...hm Do I care? I ended walking home, listening to finnish music (Sir
Elwoodin hiljaisit värit) almost crying and speaking norwegian on my way. (Ask
ur local finn to find out what that means, dear americans). FUCK it really
seems as if Im born in the wrong country. Tried to start contact with my
former best female friend again as well... with not much success I fear.
Talked to Shay, Grizzt and Kotivalo ... all in more or less states of
drunkeness... not to judge my state. The only successful deed of the day
ending in some good tidings prolly indeed were my Emails with my former (?)
best female friend. Why o why do my friends seem so absolutely sucky here and
so nice and fluffy in Finland. Kinda surprised me that only ONE seldom met
friend was able to look through my mask though even he was drunk. Really am
looking forward to my next trip to Finland. Be it fleeing from my problems
here or be it starting from scratch. Blkah blah blah blah blah blah