Trying to write Blog a bit more regularly though I'm not sure what things would be worth to mention here. Hm Santa is back and i got an Infra ring.. wheee. Seems I'll have to log in to bat from Finland every day to collect my present but then again im staying at mudders places all the time so that shouldn't be too much of an obstacle. As for RL went to an announced Movie night which turned out to only last 2 h and ended even before the regular late night movie began. Was strange. They showed 3 episodes of a cartoon I saw as a child in the 80's Captain Future. It was the promotion for the DVD release but it sucked, though it brought back some childhood memories. As for my interesting love life. Hm am still a bit lovesick though it turns into angriness more and more. Angry at myself for always falling into such deep pits when things don't work out and for allowing people to toy with me. At least I feel that way atm. BLAH. Less than a week now till i fly to Finland yet again though Im NOT sure whether it's a good idea to fly there this time. Some situations might arise that might end ugly. Well as Mape once told me: "Everything that happens is experience" and I try to tell me that whenever some strange things happen. Was really touched when I read the story Dino put in his Blog for me. Wish I could find anythinbg to match his character as well but I end up at the point where I curse once again that I'm in Germany. I simply don't know my friends enough. Well Dino just rocks anyway. he has been a great counselor in times of trouble and stuff. Blah I'm geting emotional again.. I CAN'T be a finn if i get emotional when so many people can read it. CLumsyy my dear brother is back in the game after a break of almost 2 months. Let's see how long it will take till we start an argument again. Talked to Alakhai for a few seconds.... sadly it seems as if my friends are all busy nowadays. Checked the friendship plaque again and was absolutely amazed when I saw that I'm on place 21 on it now, being on 81 friends lists.. that real ly rocks :). Things like that manage to gimme a nice ego boost. So big hugs to all those out there on whose friends list I am :). I should prolly see the Oulu trip as a chance to relax a bit and meet new people at the kamikaze con we have planned.. besides I already planned so many things to do. I need to do Xmas shoppings when there and I already look forward to the french fries with home made garlic sauce at wankers aeh wingers ,). Talked to Malag again a bit. Damn there are just too many nice people in here. I start to see some in an almost brotherly way. Maybe my friends were right when they nicknamed my Papa Dirk over here.