(15:38) Thematrix tells you 'You deserve to be stoned' (15:38) Thematrix tells you 'Jesus and God command it.' (15:45) Thematrix tells you 'Go to hell' (15:45) Thematrix tells you 'and believe me that I believe you will.' GIGGLE. Sooo good to have him back. Everymud should have it's own Thematrix. Luckily it was only a bad dream, that they immorted Lythlandria.... I nearly fell out of my bed when I read it. Got nice presents and had the first xmas without a family fight or something. Got nicely blue though after I drank the rest champagne and some more beers. Had some nice talks with friends however and got some plannings for yet my next visit done. Seems as if I'll mainly be in Jyväskylä this time. 4 free days now and then 2 early shifts. Will have to decide what to do at New Years Eve soonish. Friends here are going to a friends house somewhere in a smaller village but im not TOOOO much in mood to go there but we will see. Got some nice additions to my DVD collection as presents. The Gladiator and Harry Potter 2. Tried the whole day to activate my 'friends' here to do something in the evening but it seems as if they are all nice little kids and spend their time with their families. Had some time spending pondering about my life as such and the future during the last few days and nights. Booze usually does that to me. I'm still feeling as if I'm on the verge of breaking out of that cocoon the little caterpillar made to become a butterfly. Remains to be seen.... Got some nice books about Finland from my parents and my aunt. Planning a finnish xmas evening tomorrow with some cookies and Glögi I brought back home last time I was over. Still pondering how life can be so sucky at one moment and so beautiful at another. Unfortunately the amount of the sucky moments are outweighing the beautiful ones atm but I hope I'm working on it.