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Posted: 05 Apr 2004 18:15 [ permalink ]
Still in a bit puzzled state... after I discovered the song Mad World in the
cover version of Gary Jules for me, I went and bought the DVD of Donnie Darko
where the song first appeared in. Had to think of Shadizar when I saw the
movie and later found out that he loves the movie, just like I do. Maybe I
should have gone for the special edition of it with some nice extras .. but
then again I got the normal version for 7,50 Euros and the special one was
around 20 Euros. The movie is great, though rather depressive.. just like me.
Some questions coming up in the movie reflect parts of the way I think... Well
I like it.. watch it if U wanna. It's a good one. My 2 free days are already
over and work is calling yet again tomorrow... this time I'm in a late shift
block which means that I'll at least get more than enough sleep hopefully.
Still or again sad that I have friends around the world... I could use one of
my many finnish or american friends right now next to me since I'm feeling
rather lonely again... I guess it also comes with the job.. I'm surrounded by
thousands of people every day at the airport and yet I feel lonely in midst of
them. Looking forward to my Kuopio visit and yet I already ponder what will
happen when that visit is over as well and I am back here ... I prolly should
stop thinking .. guess I need somekind of switch for my head. The way I am is
the way i am and if i would be different, then I wouldn't be me in the end but
nevertheless sometimes i wish I could be just a tad bit different. Not that i
want to be a happy little robot of society but shrug... I'm blahing again....
Still wondering why I'm writing this blog any longer anyway...  "All around me
are familiar faces Worn out places, worn out faces Bright and early for their
daily races Going nowhere, going nowhere" (Mad World)