Still in a bit puzzled state... after I discovered the song Mad World in the cover version of Gary Jules for me, I went and bought the DVD of Donnie Darko where the song first appeared in. Had to think of Shadizar when I saw the movie and later found out that he loves the movie, just like I do. Maybe I should have gone for the special edition of it with some nice extras .. but then again I got the normal version for 7,50 Euros and the special one was around 20 Euros. The movie is great, though rather depressive.. just like me. Some questions coming up in the movie reflect parts of the way I think... Well I like it.. watch it if U wanna. It's a good one. My 2 free days are already over and work is calling yet again tomorrow... this time I'm in a late shift block which means that I'll at least get more than enough sleep hopefully. Still or again sad that I have friends around the world... I could use one of my many finnish or american friends right now next to me since I'm feeling rather lonely again... I guess it also comes with the job.. I'm surrounded by thousands of people every day at the airport and yet I feel lonely in midst of them. Looking forward to my Kuopio visit and yet I already ponder what will happen when that visit is over as well and I am back here ... I prolly should stop thinking .. guess I need somekind of switch for my head. The way I am is the way i am and if i would be different, then I wouldn't be me in the end but nevertheless sometimes i wish I could be just a tad bit different. Not that i want to be a happy little robot of society but shrug... I'm blahing again.... Still wondering why I'm writing this blog any longer anyway... "All around me are familiar faces Worn out places, worn out faces Bright and early for their daily races Going nowhere, going nowhere" (Mad World)