Humfdidumfdi. My finns are gone since some days, I have been working 3 days
and have had a glorious day off today which I used to meet tyril again who is
flying back home tomorrow. Luckily the shift which I took over for a coworker
tomorrow is in the time when his flight leaves so I can see him again to say
goodbye. The talks with him and his parents SO got me into the mood of flying
to the states though. Sadly jenming whom I wanted to see in the US is semi
busy in my open time frame from the 15th till the 21st. SO I might be going to
Finland instead in that time --- providing that I get a place to stay in
helsinki --- and to the US after the 23rd or so... Am a bit pissed at myself
that I seem only to be happy when I have friends around and sad when I'm
alone. A co worker once told me that it is important that one finds happiness
within oneself and not from others... something I so far have not been able to
do. Sometimes I should just learn to improvise and maybe with the improvising
there might be happiness.....