You know, I used to dance with girls, but I was still almost a teen. I was not
very old, but not completely young either. I hated the alcohol, I loved the
green, blue and brown eyes the women had. They would touch me and I would kiss
them. They were my girlfriends for a limited time, for several hours. You
know, I would lend them from their boyfriends without the boys knowing about
it. The girls knew it, but they didn't much care about my name, they wanted me
to touch them. They were drunk, unhappy, unable to sleep. And I would touch
them, help them. And they would help me. They were not really my girlfriends,
they were someone else's. But we were not really cheating, we were just
friends. We would talk only very little.