i don't usually stay a psychopath for long... because i have sense of shame,
and i feel it useless to try to convince women that i am a very
"compassionate" man with "Lexus" and "religious" intents. I guess I'm a
rightwinger, but I associate with the leftwing nowadays. I usually tell women
what I really feel, but I sometimes exaggerate. I don't love the Baptist
woman. I think she is a bit of a psychopath who has depression and psychosis.
she was once sociopathic to me, opened a cut on my finger when I showed it to
her. that's why I consider her a monster, and that is why I asked her to
perform fellatio to me. but... yes... we were FRIENDS, but not anymore, not
anymore. ok... I may be a bit of a psycho sometimes... motor restlessness,
aggression. but I am SCHIZO, I don't have any of that ridiculous depression
people suffer from. one must ALWAYS keep oneself active to ward off
depression... even when dreaming, watching TV, one must THINK, THINK
CONSTANTLY. move arms, legs, etc. I may be rambling a bit, but that is how I
feel. People shouldn't engage themselves with psychopaths/sociopaths much
though, but it's difficult because there's so much authoritarianism around in
religion and politics. Yes, I know, Stalin and Hitler and Bush were
psychopaths and sociopaths. Even Bob Marley used to be a street fighter rude
boy. He is not the peaceful man he says he is, or at least he USED to be
violent in his youth, as an older man Bob Marley died of cancer that spread
from his toe, because he had been in a street fight and hurt his toe (he
probably kicked someone with an ordinary shoe).