I went to the Looney Tunes movie last night with some people I know.(It was
hysterical!)  I realized that my bad mood has become more dangerous. I am now
feeling the desire to avoid socializing. When I wanted to be social there was
no one, and so now I would rather find ways to satisfy my social needs alone.
Besides no one wants to be around some one who is down and I would just assume
not show my soft underbelly for someone to gut me. 

I got up early with the cat. I set my alarm for 6am and found he is getting up
even earlier than that. I'm going to try to keep his schedule, we'll see how
my sleeping schedule goes, I may end up burning on both ends since unlike him
I don't sleep all day. I did read my chapter in Democracy in America to start
the day. 

I am also fasting for the day in hopes of breaking the mood. I need to find my
resolve and focus. I can feel it out on the edge, but I need to center it. I
will fast the day and then go to the this evening gym to sweat out.