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Posted: 15 Jun 2005 07:18 [ permalink ]
The Lord Borgman Vincit Omnia Chronicles:

Chapter I: Borgman 0.1 September 19 1982 The Birth of A Being Beyond
Comprehension.

Life as a normal straight A student, genius who does his homework immediately
from returning home from school, never uses any vulgarities, respectful
towards others and very compassionate.

Chapter II: Borgman 1.0beta The Beginning of Borgman, and his divination, 7th
grade.

Computers, cursing, sex drive, Sinicism, and a generally distraught feeling
created due to the inability of others to recognize the innate special, unique
nature of Borgman. Giving no credit for his superior abilities, ambition, and
motivation, Borgman grew weary of sustaining his abilities and not receiving
adequate compensation, creating a darker outlook on life, though still
maintaining his hopeful outlook and nobility.

Chapter III: Borgman 1.0 The Internet Brings Life.

Striving to find some greater purpose, some reason to be and fuel to fire his
passions for a better existence, he turns to the vast resources of the
internet. He begins playing games, constructing websites, learning codes, and
also through usage of a game called BatMUD, the ability to contrive social
experiences and skills. Still living with his parents and going to college, he
is otherwise social sheltered.

Chapter IV: Borgman 2.0 On Our Own.

Growing tired of living with his parents, he moves out with his most noble
friend, Lordstar Strife. Lordstar who had just recently moved out of a
relationship was distraught and need friendship. They lived in a house, by
themselves for nearly 6 months, surviving off of help from friends to go to
and from college and get groceries, using the money from Borgman's college
grant to buy food. The money quickly depleted, and they turned to the only way
they could produce monetary funds, picking fruit in the orange grove down the
street. After exceeding Borgman's physical capacity to perform this task, an
odd thing happened, an old 'friend' (Sonvar) from High school appeared with
his fiancé with a child on the way, who took on the role to help them find a
job and provide a car.

Chapter V: Borgman 3.0 The Rise To Power.

Gaining a Job at Taco bell (in a mall) with Sonvar's help who also is a
manager there, Borgman and Lordstar begin developing socially and otherwise
philosophically. The begin interacting with people and learning how to deal
with others. Borgman, who is now 20 years old, and at this point still a
virgin who has never even had a girlfriend, begins to grow more and more
wanting of a relationship. He notices a girl at his work who is rarely there,
and with his friend's help, tries to make friends with her and so on. Sonvar
invites her over to the house to have a party with everyone, which results in
everyone getting drunk and the girl is coerced to pay attention to Borgman.
She finally falls asleep on Borgman, he has felt the warmth of another for the
first time, if only in the form of a hand gently on his chest.

Chapter VI: Borgman 3.5 BETRAYAL

Borgman decides to try to get this girl and go further to create a
relationship with her and assumed his friends would help him. Borgman notices
while doing so, Sonvar seems to be secretly trying to get the girl to fall for
him. Borgman, in a bold and desperate move, for the first time, calls her and
asks her to go to a movie with him and she agrees. Then as he is leaving the
mall to go home with Sonvar and Lordstar, the girl walks up to them, and
Sonvar invites her to the house to party again, she agrees to do so and does
not go to them movie alone with Borgman, angered Borgman begins to secretly
hate Sonvar. Those that already have someone and a kid with them should not
betray their spouse or their friends. Borgman once again winds up drunk and
the girl falls asleep with him, but Borgman notices when she sobers up she ran
from him. The eventuality all the poisons that Sonvar places in her mind and
actions to subvert Borgman prevail and the girl and Sonvar begin dating and
the removal of his ex-fiancé begins.

Chapter VII: Borgman 4.0 The Year of Hell

Borgman begrudgingly agrees to be happy for Sonvar and his new found stolen
girlfriend. Lordstar casts out Sonvar from the house, Borgman goes with Sonvar
thinking it the only way possible he can obtain this girl that was stolen from
him. Hating what he has done by turning a back on Lordstar, Borgman must not
let on the he is against Sonvar, so he maintains a level of disregard and
malevolence towards Lordstar. Borgman is living with Sonvar at a old friends
house, while still working at the same job with Lordstar, the girl continues
dating Sonvar, Borgman is the preverbal 3rd wheel at all activities they go
to. Using Borgman's grant money Sonvar and Borgman rent an apartment and live
together there. The girl begins going to college, and rides with Borgman to
classes to car pool, they spend more time together. Then she goes on a
vacation to a family reunion. While there she calls several times, talks to
Borgman and never asks to talk to Sonvar, but Borgman gives the phone to
Sonvar, Borgman had pretty much given up hope to ever be with the girl and
believed nothing was going on. Then it hits him, one night she comes over to
watch Buffy: The Vampire Slayer, then Sonvar remembers he has to go somewhere,
he leaves, and the girl stays at the house and watches the show with Borgman.
They sit in near silence, while both of them have an odd feeling and want to
say their feelings for each other, but they do not. Sonvar sends Borgman on a
mission to determine why the girl is acting so strangely towards him, Borgman
does so, only to have the girl reveal that she seems to want to be with
Borgman, he is baffled, and the two spend the day together talking to
determine what is going on, he does not make any advances on her, knowing the
she is still with someone and does not, even though he hates what Sonvar did
to him, violate their relationship. Then after Sonvar notices an oddity
happening, Sonvar and the girl break up. The girl then quickly asks Borgman to
go out with him. Meanwhile Lordstar has only one friend, the store ma nager at
Taco Bell, Butch, he consoles Lordstar, tries to keep him sane, and reveals
his prophetic nature and says that Borgman is only doing what he must to
obtain that which he desires and will return to his senses soon. Before
Borgman left the house, he told Lordstar one thing, "I Will Be With You Till
The Fires Of Hell"

Chapter VIII: Borgman 5.0 Divine Comedy

July 19 2004 Borgman begins dating the girl, against Sonvar's wishes. Sonvar
tries to bear with them going out, but can not do so. Then oddly, July 21
2004, Borgman for the first time, has sex. Sonvar disappears, leaving
Borgman's Car, fucked up and abandoned. Borgman not being able to afford the
apartment on his own he has to move to another friend's house, Jaxom. There he
lives for a while, till the girl, who shall now be revealed as Christina,
moves in as well. Shortly after doing so Borgman and Lordstar reunite and
there is harmony for a time. Then the hurricanes, almost as a payment for the
past Year of Hell destroy all the houses Borgman has previously moved out of.
Shortly afterward, Jaxom kicks Borgman and Christina out of the house, they
are forced into moving into Christina's parents house, which oddly Borgman
felt comfortable in, which he didn't think he would. Borgman then took his
girlfriend to his parents they liked her and were happy for Borgman. Borgman
asked Christina to marry her several days before his birthday, and she agreed
ecstatically. Borgman was happy, he had what he had always wanted, a girl that
wanted him for him, not for money, one he could love and be true to. They
moved into Lordstar's apartment, and for a month, existed happily. One day
Christina and Lordstar's girlfriend got into a fight, which cause Borgman and
Christina to move back into her parents' house. Borgman was slightly saddened
but still had her, so he was fine, and Lordstar and Borgman still were
friends. Life went on happily for a while, they got two cars and Christina got
a job at Wal Mart. Borgman grew more bonded to his parent in laws and liked
his existence and continued his education.
Posted: 15 Jun 2005 07:18 [ permalink ]
Chapter IX: Borgman 5.8 Why Do The Nice Guys Get Crapped On?

One day, Borgman sitting at home while Christina was at work, a tornado hit
outside the house, and a large hailstorm was going on. After it calmed down,
Borgman went to her job to check if she was alright. She went on break as he
got there, so he decided to spend time with her while she wasn't working. She
looked very angry, Borgman thought she just had a bad day at work, and she
told him to go home she was only going to eat something really quick and go
back to work, so he did. Then she tells him a guy at work gave her his phone
number, he asks her jokingly if she called it, she laughed and said no. 
Borgman continues life as normal, and sees a random phone number in her cell
phone, thinks nothing of it. Suddenly Christina starts ignoring Borgman, she
wouldn't look directly at him, talk to him unless he talked to her, won't kiss
him or hold his hand, nor did she wish to have any intimacy for several weeks.
Borgman grew concerned, never thinking she was cheating on him, he asked her
parents if she had talked to them and wondered what was on her mind. Several
days passed and she ignored him more and more, he started becoming physically
ill and could not sleep well. On Mother's Day her family decided to go the
beach and Borgman, knowing she might have needed some space, was not going to
go, yet her father knew Borgman wanted to go, so he asked him to come. Borgman
sat in the back of the car, and the whole time Christina never talked to him.
They got to the beach and she wandered off by herself and started sunbathing,
Borgman tried to give her a kiss and she told him to 'Get the hell out of my
light'. He went and sat next to her father. He talked to him trying to figure
out what was going on. Then he saw Christina, walking on the beach by herself
talking on her cell phone, Borgman assumed she was talking to her friend, whom
she always confided in when she had something on her mind. Borgman really
wanted to be walking with her, as he always wanted to walk with his girl on
the beach, but he let her be alone. Then Borgman got the phone to call his
mother, on mother's day. He checked the call logs of the phone, and noticed an
unlisted number in the logs, the same number he saw a few days ago
(photographic memories kick ass). Then on the way home, Borgman feel asleep,
he woke up and heard Christina talking on the phone, and she hung up as soon
as he woke up. He thought it was probably just her friend's grandmother's
house or something, since she never listed that number and she listed all
other numbers she ever called frequently. When they got home, Borgman decided
to try to take her out to dinner and ask her what was going on. He went into
her work vest to find her schedule to coordinate a day to go to dinner, and he
found a phone number with a guy's name on it, the number Borgman saw in the
phone. He checked the call logs on the phone and noticed he talked to that guy
on the beach and that time when he feel asleep in the car. Borgman become
confused and distraught, he was extremely worried. Christina had been acting
strange, going to friends houses way more then she ever did before, and for
much longer periods of time, she got home from work late and the way she had
been treating Borgman recently all popped into his mind after seeing the phone
number. He decided to confront her about it, she totally freaked on him,
saying the he didn't trust her and that he was just a friend from work and
quickly left the house to go to her job. Borgman realized that he should give
her some space, so he left her some chocolate and flowers and a note to tell
her he is sorry and loves her and wants to be with her, and he went to
Lordstar's house to spend a few days and give her some time to think, he
became so sick he didn 't go to work for 3 days because he could not eat,
sleep, or stop puking. Unbeknownst to Borgman, Christina also did not go home
that night, she went to a motel, then saw her mother the next morning at work,
told her that she was at a motel, alone, and needed time alone, then she
promised to talk to Borgman when she saw him next, she then didn't come home
again the next night and came home the morning after, where she did not talk
to Borgman, he told her he loved her, said if she wanted to talk to him, to
call him he would be at Lordstar's house or at work. He then found out she
didn't come home again, and went clubbing, which she had been wanting to do
for a long time, but did not go with her friend like she had said she was
going to, she went alone and apparently stayed at a motel again. Finally,
Borgman could not take living in a vale of darkness and not knowing what was
going on with his relationship, he found her at work, not wearing her
engagement ring. This made Borgman very sad, he wanted to know what was going
on and if she loved him and that she was going to be with him. She told him
that she wasn't ready for a serious relationship she was too young and wanted
to sort out her life. Borgman was very saddened, asked her if she really
wanted that and eventually left, and moved back to Lordstar's house, alone.

Chapter X: Borgman 6.0 The Aftermath

Borgman was destroyed he felt like someone had pulled out his heart and
smashed it. He went on with his life, trying to recover from the agony. Not
being able to sleep well, wanting his girl to be with him, but knowing she did
not want him was hard, but something he had to accept. Eventually he felt less
and less like crap. One day, Christina walks by and does not say anything,
Borgman's body went cold and numb, he couldn't move and felt horrible, she
walked by again without saying anything, he tried to forget, but he loves her
to much. Everyone Borgman knows has been informed of what has happened and
does not like Christina, they think what she did to him was vile and wretched,
yet Borgman, foolish Borgman, as much as he knows he should not, would still
take her back and forgive her if she wanted it, love. Borgman is informed by
many friends and some relatives that work with Christina about her actions
before and after their break up. He tells them to stop telling him, but he
keeps learning more, he finds out the guy she was talking to, she was seen
holding hands with him, being 'friendly' to him, and also that the guy had a
girlfriend already. Eventually Christina realizes Borgman accidentally took
the title to her car when he took his paperwork. She comes up to his work and
asks for it, Borgman tells her he'll look and give it to her when she wants
it, and he tries to talk to her, but she walks away from him, wondering why
she didn't ask for it the day before when she walked by and ignored him. Then
a few days later she comes up and asks Borgman for the title, he tells her
he'll give it to her and wants to talk to her for a bit. She agrees, yet seems
very annoyed. He asks her about what happened, why she left him, why is she
going out with that guy, if she knew about his girlfriend and was surprised to
hear Christina say she knew about her. Christina also asked how Borgman knew
so much about her and asked if he was spying on them, he told him about his
concerned friends, and she seemed like she didn't believe him. She also told
him  she left him because he was obsessing to much about her, ignored his
friends, and never gave her any time to herself. Seemingly she never wanted to
go to her friend's house quite that often, Borgman never stopped her from
going anywhere, and they rarely spent time due to their opposing work
schedules, but he was still happy and tried to spend time with her. Borgman
was confused why she gave him a different reason before and wondered if it was
just an escape to go with this other guy. Maybe she was scared of having a
committed relationship where someone actually cared for her, wanted to be with
her and liked spending time with her, not just when she wanted it. She left
Borgman angrily and he told he to have a good life, still wishing that even
though all this had happened, she was still with him. Friends at work tell him
that she is apparently telling her parents that her and that guy are just
friends and that apparently Christina talks to very few people and is rarely
home. Borgman is sad for her, that she will probably never have a true
relationship and that all her strove for with her seems to mean nothing to
her, thrown away like garbage..in two pieces on the floor.

Chapter XI: Borgman 6.9 A New Beginning

Borgman is now living with his friend Lordstar Lordstar has a new faithful
girlfriend. Borgman finally apologizes to Lordstar for treating him so badly
during the Year of Hell, the two of them are then finally truly reunited in
the spirit of the old ways. Borgman now tries to rebuild his become better,
get a better job, and become more organized and generally more motivated like
he once was. The time for waiting is seemingly over one must strike whilst the
iron is hot. Primarily over his past, he strives for a new future, with
lingering reminders of a love that once was. Borgman will prevail nothing can
stop him from obtaining his goal, whatever it may be.
Posted: 23 Aug 2003 11:39 [ permalink ]
My name is Lordborgman Vincit Omnia.
I am the leader of The Borg Collective and Lord of my city Illusia.
My quest is to bring order and prosperity to BatMUD.
With the help of my fellow Borg members and our ally
Fightclub, we try to make this quest a reality.