Another couple of days are over and I'm back in not the best mood ever. After
a few months I wrote an email to my best female friend and these emails
usually end up in me getting memories about old timew when we saw each other
every day and were so very close. Nowadays it is really weird we are close but
rarely see and oh blah. I should change the topic as this is making me feel
even more sad. I should start to learn to apreciate small things in my life
like the fog or the sunset but it all seems so unbarebly grey sometimes.