How can love be near to tears

How could joy conjure up fears 

How could your name lead me to cry

When it once got me so high

Times are changing so they say

Very much to my dismay

Where are the nights we kissed and touched 

Instead I spent whole nights and watched

Your name written on your bell

Going through heaven and through hell

Trying to decide to ring

Knowning though I'm "not your thing"

Well farewell you love of man

I'll forget you - if I can