Two more days and two weeks of what I call my month of hell are over. I
finally thought that a visit to Finland would be good to me, to be with old
friends and see my favorite bars again.. So I drove to the airport and bought
a ticket, I drove to the supermarket and bought booze and sweets to take with
me. I came home and wanted to pack. My PC crashed... bad omen.. My wanna be
host in Helsinki had to cancel because he found out he got an exam on monday..
I cant blame him  but it just alll serves nicely into my current life. I
turned around, tossed over a pack of dvd's a friend lent me and actually
managed to break two. That was the part when I opened up the Bourbon I wanted
to bring to Helsinki and started making Whiskey Sours... my favorite drink. I
successfully managed to do NOTHING for my studies the last two weeks... then
again I successfully managed to do NOTHING at all during the last 2 weeks.
It's fun... I doubt I have ever been THAT down. But well well well maybe
people forget about their state of mind after a few so that when fate strikes
the next time u can'enjoy' it again to a full extent. Oh wait.. I ordered new
glasses on friday... the frame is black and square.. very different to my
current gold and round ones.. but hey they say people change their exterior
when they pass on to new stages in life I heard...anyway. SO I went to that
hosewarming party of my maybe best friend.. unfortunately I don't see him that
often nowadays. He is an uber smart guy.. he holds degrees in mathematics and
in physics and is currently working on his doctorate in physics. Anyway.. the
party was full of physics students... Hey IM a roleplaying gamer myself but
... oh well... I drank a bit too much I guess but somehow I deserved it after
these last 2 weeks... Result was that I gained 2,5 kilos within 2 days after
all my dieting of the last months.. I guess sugar and alcohol aren't exactly
the things to do when u wanna lose weight.Well I'm an asshole when I am
drunk... it'S confirmed by generations of friends and so there I was.. making
fun of lil innocent physics students. Best part was when a group of em came, a
friend of mine asked them: Soo did u bribe the wardens or how come they let
you out? And the guys looked at each other with big questionmarks painted all
over em and answered: Who let whom out? With the result that I ended in
hysterical laughter and prolly was labeled for good by em... I somehow walked
home after a huge wave of depression hit me again.. thats the shit about
alcohol.. you are drinking it to forget your troubles and u end up seeing em
double. Woke up with the headache of the century.. spent a second on the
thought of swearing 'No alcohol ever again' laughed like a maniac and saw to
it that I fell asleep agaian. Welcome life!