There we go.. premier over premier... so here I'm sitting over the clouds  in
a fluffy airplane from my airline writing my blog again. I really should write
more again but I seriously wonder whether anyone really really reads the shit
I write here. Anyway. Watching Harry Potter II while I'm typing here. So let's
see.... My first 10 days in my home away from home in Helsinki or to be exact
Espoo or to be more exact Leppvaara are over and I am flying back home to my
other home:P. The last 10 days were really really great for me... Cutter,
Dazzt and Huppu welcomed me very very nicely in my new home and it means a lot
to me to suddenly have a 'real' place of my own. Not that my parents aren't
nice or whatever but well there is a huge difference between living with ones
parents and with having roomies for the very first time. The last 10 days also
had my first Juhannus in Finland. All in all I see difficult decisions coming
up... my heart truly wants me to go and live in Finland for even more of my
time, while my brain is trying to keep me in Germany. After all I DO have a
decent job which gives me tons of advantages. Blah better not to think about
it too much. Wish I could put in words what Finland means for me nowadays.
It's weird to live in 2 different worlds at once. We will see how my shuttling
plans between Helsinki and Frankfurt are going... at least I already started
calling Helsinki my home away from home. I have this true feeling that one day
I'll totally end in Finland but how or when this will be or how even to tell
THAT to my parents will be another interesting situation. I made a couple of
new friends and enjoyed hanging out in U.Kaleva my usual bar in Helsinki. It's
sorta more life there than just bare existing in Germany. Now now now.. don't
get me wrong. I treasure my parents and all the friends and people I have in
Germany dearly. Oh well... anyway time will show. Whatever happens it's
experience, that's what Mape once said to me and I have been thinking about
that ever so often since then. Work sta
rts again on Tuesday and I will see to it that I will enjoy my time in Germany
till then. Jenming once said to me that it always takes a few days for ones
soul to catch up with ones body when travelling with a plane. Steward comes
with food.. time to stop:).... and to order my beer and wine and and and and
and ,).

Blah only one beer.. oh well. On a side note I realized today that I fell to
place 4 of the friendship-plaque.. that's what I get for not attending 
Campcon and for starting WOW ,). I gotta admit that this is a rather nice way
to travel... can't wait to go on a long range flight again with my airline...
we offer Internet connection on board our long range flights. Would be sweet
to mud from above the clouds after all. I also gotta get a better client
going.. so far I'm on telnet when I mud from this laptop and it doesn't have
any local echo which does make it a bit difficult to really enjoy the game fun
I fear.