Whee welcome in the realm of Femko's weird nightshift rambling Blogs. Good start for a blog now wasn't that. Ok.. anyway, first of 2 nightshifts today. My esteemed coworkers left the room and I'm happily enjoying being alone now. Hackop the long lost wizard will arrive in Germany in a few days and I'll do my best to say him hello. Besides that life doesn't hold many new things. I'm watching a swedish movie atm (yeah yeah sorry finns) and am once again comtemplating over life and the long lost days of my youth ,). Ok ok.. I know I know i sound corny... It's just that I often wonder whether I should have enjoyed my teenager years a lot more than I did but whatever... Helsinki is waiting for me at the end of the month and at least that is promising some fun. Indeed an interesting life I'm living. My internal plan is to continue the shuttling between here and there for a year and then revaluate.. hmm reevaluate(?) the situation. Anyway... I should get some food before the morning peak starts and work comes up again. Mmmhh salad:). Besides everything else a friend of mine told me last night that she considers herself as 'otherkin' now now now if u don't know what that's about (like me) google it and then tell me what I shall tell her. Blah this is one of the days when I just wish I'd have a crate of beer here :P.. though I guess it wouldn't be too good at work. Just some happiness would rock again... but I have high expectations for the end of the month. It's just so funny how I successfully manage to feel lonely in the midst of a crowd....