Hello to Femkos nightshift Blog.
Here I am sitting at the airport, watching Hedwig and the Angry Inch and
contemplating about life, the universe and the rest. It's funny how fast time
goes sometimes when u don't want it to and how slow it stretches when u want
it to go faster, isn't it?! In any case it seems it is almost 1 year ago when
some important part of my life ended and a new stage started. I guess I'm in
my finnish period now after leaving my american period last year. Well my week
off starts at 6am tomorrow when I get out of my nightshift. I am not 100% sure
yet whether/when I'll fly to my 2cnd home this time. MY shifting days are what
I dislike most about these two home thing. Anyway... we will see what happens,
though I guess I'll spend some more time in Germany this time than usually.
Gnn that's when I should talk about me continuing my studies but I better will
try to forget about it for now before my happy happy depression comes creeping
out of somewhere deep and dark. All in all I am happier than before in my life
though.. but as friends of me once said 'Dirk seems to be only happy if he has
something to complain about'.... Well. I just should concentrate more on the
now and today than on the yesterday or tomorrow... but it is easier said than
done. Blah I wish I'd have some net connection here... 'Twas funny though..
when I called airport information earlier on, I recognized the voice which
answered me as it turned out to be an old friend I sorta lost contact with...
my co workers were wondering a bit when I asked for the telephone number and
email addie of her on the phone:P.
Grin.. it seems that whenever I'm writing Blog nowadays I'm barely adding
anything new  anymore... Should that make me wonder whether my life finally
reached a point of stagnation?