as i was comtemplating my situation in life. i decided on one thing, noticing
a trend in the past. a girl i really liked once convinced me to start smoking
pot and hang out more. when we stopped liking each other i managed to stop
smoking for a while. then came some other girl, whom i clicked very well with,
and yeah the pot came again. and this time it lasted...a long time the pot
did. 

and now it repeats itself again. but this time, 3rd time will not be a charm.
i realize this vicious cycle now while being miserable at work today. and know
that i just cant succumb again.

pot + girls = bad