Wizards Log. Sitting in Finland, eating karelian pies, and wondering whethwer
maybe I am living after all and not only existing. My day was rather
interesting, judging from the fact that I have lipstic on my tummy and pen
written all over my chest... Woke up at 11:45, got picked up at 12:00 by an
old friend who took me to his place for his wives Bday. Turned out I was the
only one there who wasn't part of the family which ended in the family telling
me that I am indeed part of it which in return made me blush. Kakku there made
me realize that the 79 cent karelian pies I usually buy can't compete with the
3 Euro ones from Fazer. Ended up playing with the daughter and the cat of the
family on the floor. Dunno what it is that draws both of them to me, 5 min
after I setle down. Continued to Cantina West where Hullu Huppu Jussis Bday
was taking part as well which I had to cancel as I had the other invite even
though the whole idea of doing sth for his bday was mine. Continued on to
Tavastia where a friend got us in for free as he is best friends with the
nights bands keyboarder. Ended up seeing and cheering for Sunrise Avenue
together with 400 13 year old girls or so it seemed. Made fun of the before
mentioned keyboarder after the gig backstage. It's fun to have friends. Stil
wondering what I do wrong what others do wrong. Samu the singer is 1 year
older than I am ... while I am single even 40 year olds wet their panties for
him. But well..... Met Purse whose first sentence was' Hey, have you gained
weight?' Mental note, time for a diet. Still enjoyed the whole night
tremendously. Friends continued buying me drinks and even though I felt lonely
for maybe 30 min I have to sum it up as... I am happy to have friends. HAH
just logged on to my Email... and realized that someone I have had a crush on
for some while finally answered my mail. Fuck there IS a god maybe after all.
So yeah.. I'm happy. Please mark this in ur calendar and remind me of it.
Hugs.