What a day. Got up at 6 am instead of 7 am to manage to go to the travel
department to buy tickets of my contingency for this year... ended being 10th
in row and just managed to buy my tickets so that I could begin my shift at 8
am. Decided to stopm work a bit earlier and went home at 2.15pm instead of
3.45pm. Pondered the whole day whether to fly to Helsinki for just 2 days to
celebrate New Years Eve in Finland... Would be stress. Would fly at the 31st,
return at the 2cnd, work 5 days in a row and then fly back to Helsinki at the
8th or 9th. In the end i decided against it. Couldn't reach any of my friends
who initially invited me to celebrate new Year with em, so cancelled my
booking at 9pm finally. Now I prolly will go to a party of my friends here ..
4couples and me ... GREAT. Solved the Diary problem. Found out that there is a
german version of my diary series for 2004 and ordered that through
amazon.com. Surely hope it will arrive tomorrow, otherwise I might have a
problem. Still looking forward to my long visit beginning at the 8th or 9th.
Bit pissed at clumsyy my rl brother who went to see lotr III without me,
though they had tickets left. Had a good talk with Brog in the night which
rocked. It's good to call people friends.

Hmm maybe even time for a few sentences about this last year... I might be
inclined to call it the first year of my life. Way much has changed within the
life of young Dirk M. Weger... maybe more than ever before. There is a chinese
curse going: May you live in interesting times. Well my times still ARE
interesting. I still have no idea where my way will lead me. I DO have a
feeling, that it might lead me to Finland in the end but who knows what
happens. My only plans atm are to enjoy my life and I am working on that after
haveing been miserable for some years. It IS strange to write this in y Blog
but I'd like to use that place to give all those who think of me as a friend a
big hug and thank u for a great and iteresting last year 2003... I sure hope
2004 continues in the same direction, making my life more color.- and maybe a
bit less stressful. Thankls friends U rock! I surely don't know what to do
without You. One of those who I call friends told me that he thinks I give
away the title friend too easy... Maybe but I only life this one life probably
and friends are the spice in this otherwise dull rehearsal for a play that
will never take place which we call life. Blah i end up talking too much
again. Hugs! :)