Another of those days when I feel hit in the face by those I used to call my
friends or still do. Maybe I'm overreacting again. I prolly shouldn't feel so
unloved but somehow it always boils down to it. Planned my 11th Finland trip
for in a week but atm it looks as if it won't happen. Most of my friends are
busy and it seems I am the onely one without a life. Might have wanted to go
to the Netherlands instead but that too seems unlikely at the moment. USA?
Well my friends there are working as well so I would be hanging around alone
there... blah. Wizzing is nice. i slowly get the hang of coding. Dino is a
great but strict teacher. Arghj BKLAH feeling as if words can't express what I
feel again.