Ok---alarm---this will be terribly moody :) One of the better moments of my
life. Again been pondering a lot...found out that I should be happy I am here,
happy I'm able to type, happy I'm alife and happy I have people like some of
you guys who are just reading this and maybe call urself my friends who care
about me. Muah this truly sounds like a bad soap opera... But everything in
our lifes is about people and if I should manage to leave an impession in
someones life as well then what else can a man wish for. Hehehe I should mark
that entry red and read it whenever Im down again. Just so stupid I don't see
these good days when I'm feeling so bad again. Finished watching Emergency
room season 1. Now I'm full of energy but nevertheless should try to hit the
hay, taking into account that it is 3.30 am again. Maybe I won't have
nightmares but pleasant dreams instead now.