Aaaaaaaaaand another day where reality threatens to drown me again. Didn't go
to mass for the second time in decades though it'S good friday.. sometimes I
miss that feeling of guilt they manage to convey to their sheep. Even the
advertising on TV is pissing me off... My life pisses me off and my situation
pisses me off. So what is the solution? Get drunk.. but not on good friday so
no alcohol for me.... finally tried tog et going and see some friends in the
evening but no one had time or answered my enquiries.So how great is that, I'm
sitting at home, listening to my mother curse at her PC with the implicit plea
for me to go and help her but i just can't find the energy. Been working on a
T-Shirt design with some Donnie Darko stuff on it.. hehe I guess Im a bit
fanatic with that. Finished coding my last subarea for votk hip hip hooray.
What a pathetic life. I will be happy happy joy joy when Im in Finland and
back in the same old shit when back home.. it's a neverending viscious circle
or so it seems. I prolly should be happy that code for votk is over and
whatever but blah Ill stop now, crave for mifnight and then get drunk.