I hate growing up. Each time something halfway important is happening I feel
something in me becoming more mature and I know it is a one way road. That's
what they call childlike innocence I guess and i feel more and more losing it.
Blah why do I always get so emotional these days.. especially late at night..
I really should see to it that i get stuff to do in rl .. but then again rl is
exactly what is troubling me that much. Maybe one reason why I felt so at ease
in Tokio.. so many people somehow makes a single being feel small and
unimportant.