3 am .. it's darned hot in here and I just watched Fahrenheit 9/11. Being a
more or less intelligent individual i of course realize that Moore is doing
what those whom he despise do as well... namely manipulating people. I guess
some talks with my american friends showed that to me as well when I talked to
them. Still I can't help but wonder and shake my head about mankind.. Am I an
arrogant asshole if i think that everything could be so much better if people
would listen to each other? But I guess wars will be fought as long as money
exists and smarter heads than mine have been pondering about a perfect
society. I guess I should be happy that i have a soft bed and enough food..
what else do I want? Been talking to hyrmy again. Seems as if I'll have to pay
him a visit when I'm in Jyväskylä next time. Lurkku and his gf safely reached
London.. so Im alone again.. Time do do some more pondering. Benn thinking
about friends etc etc a lot during the last few days. What are friends I mean
is there like a category tataaa now u are a friend? I guess I make friends too
easily but then again it is the only possibility... I often found that in my
life I got rewarded when i opened myself up and it is me after all. maybe I
should just try to get more comfortable with whom I am.