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Author: Kitsune
Date:Jun 14 2001

---- My Heart ----Open my chest, Pull out my heart. Cut all the strings, Do
what you like. Watch me bleed to death. In your hands it bleeds, Draining all
the life away. Shriveling up, it didn't matter. You didn't need to take it,
You owned it anyway.
--- Torn Up --- I gave myself to you, I trusted you in full. I handed you my
heart on a silver tray. You took me for granted. Locked my heart up in a jar
of glass... storing it for when you liked. Playing games with me that never
ended, jerking me around, twisting my heart, pulling me about. Drop me, watch
me fall to the floor. Drop my heart near me, glass shatters, breaking it even
more. All torn up and wounded, you move on to the next, watching me helplessly
suffer, you just walk away and laugh.

--- Silently Screaming --- Someone, help me. Get me out of this place. Can't
you see me? Can you hear me screaming? I'm screaming inside. Look in my eyes,
can't you see the pain? Do you see my suffering soul, my insides being eaten
away by the pain I keep locked up? Please, let me be free. Can't you hear my
silent cries? Look at me, they're in my dead eyes. I stare through everything,
unable to focus on anything but the burning of me from the inside out. Please,
set me free... I'm screaming, silently screaming. Can't you hear me? --- Apart
--- I'm laying in an open field, crows around, watching as I'm being picked
apart. My heart's been taken, my soul is not my possession. My true love has
left me, my favorite obsession. My flesh is melting from the hot sun above, my
fingers are scattered across the ground. Insides now being fought over, sucked
out, tossed about... the sun seems to fade away, I slip from the world, having
lost both heart and soul; having lost myself.
--- Goodbye --- I hate this world, I want out of this place. Everything's a
lie, my life's a disgrace. The sky's painted blue, yet I see it in grays. An
hour's so short, for me it's like days. Your love seemed so true, in reality
'twas fake. I listened to you anyways, another big mistake. I heard what you
said, and kept those words like gold, When in reality, those were repeated
lies you have told. You told me you loved me, said you held me dear. I fell
into your trap, now I just want out of here. My world fell apart, I have you
to blame. It was never quite whole, yet you destroyed it just the same.
Another lonely day, I can't take this any longer. I was told tough times are
good, I'm not getting stronger. I tried to be bold, be brave, still do things
with vigor. It's getting unbearable, now I gaze at the trigger. I hold a way
to escape, get out of my pain. I shant stay here longer, it's driving me
insand. All I do reminds me of how you used me. Everthing we did was here,
it's all I can see. I glance at my gun, it offers me rest. It shimmers so
gently as I hold it to my chest. I take a deep breath, I let out a sigh. I
look out into the world, I whisper goodbye.

--- Web of Trickery --- I'm walking through this web of trickery. The web of
pain, the web of life. Stepping so carefully, as to not lose my footing, so I
don't slip and fall on the lies that you've told me over and over, and I don't
understand the need to try and hurt me. I don't understand why you try and
push me around. I don't understand why you try over and over and over and
over, and I'm walking through this web of misery. The web of hate, the web of
deceit. Trying so hard not to blink so I don't wall on the trap that you set
for me, hoping it would hurt me over and over, and I don't understand why you
try and stab me. And I don't understand why you try and cut me. I don't
understand why you try over and over and over and over, and I'm walking
through the web of suffering. The web of greed, the web of carelessness. I try
to look strait as you throw at me mistakes I have made. You throw them over
and over, and I don't understand why you try to knock me down. And I don't
understand why you try to burn me. I don't understand why you try over and
over and over and over. And I'm walking through this web of trickery. The web
of abandonment, the web of loss. I'm walking through this web of trickery. I'm
walking over and over (and over and over). And I'm walking through this web of
trickery. I'm walking through this web called life.


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