Chapter IX: Borgman 5.8 Why Do The Nice Guys Get Crapped On?

One day, Borgman sitting at home while Christina was at work, a tornado hit
outside the house, and a large hailstorm was going on. After it calmed down,
Borgman went to her job to check if she was alright. She went on break as he
got there, so he decided to spend time with her while she wasn't working. She
looked very angry, Borgman thought she just had a bad day at work, and she
told him to go home she was only going to eat something really quick and go
back to work, so he did. Then she tells him a guy at work gave her his phone
number, he asks her jokingly if she called it, she laughed and said no. 
Borgman continues life as normal, and sees a random phone number in her cell
phone, thinks nothing of it. Suddenly Christina starts ignoring Borgman, she
wouldn't look directly at him, talk to him unless he talked to her, won't kiss
him or hold his hand, nor did she wish to have any intimacy for several weeks.
Borgman grew concerned, never thinking she was cheating on him, he asked her
parents if she had talked to them and wondered what was on her mind. Several
days passed and she ignored him more and more, he started becoming physically
ill and could not sleep well. On Mother's Day her family decided to go the
beach and Borgman, knowing she might have needed some space, was not going to
go, yet her father knew Borgman wanted to go, so he asked him to come. Borgman
sat in the back of the car, and the whole time Christina never talked to him.
They got to the beach and she wandered off by herself and started sunbathing,
Borgman tried to give her a kiss and she told him to 'Get the hell out of my
light'. He went and sat next to her father. He talked to him trying to figure
out what was going on. Then he saw Christina, walking on the beach by herself
talking on her cell phone, Borgman assumed she was talking to her friend, whom
she always confided in when she had something on her mind. Borgman really
wanted to be walking with her, as he always wanted to walk with his girl on
the beach, but he let her be alone. Then Borgman got the phone to call his
mother, on mother's day. He checked the call logs of the phone, and noticed an
unlisted number in the logs, the same number he saw a few days ago
(photographic memories kick ass). Then on the way home, Borgman feel asleep,
he woke up and heard Christina talking on the phone, and she hung up as soon
as he woke up. He thought it was probably just her friend's grandmother's
house or something, since she never listed that number and she listed all
other numbers she ever called frequently. When they got home, Borgman decided
to try to take her out to dinner and ask her what was going on. He went into
her work vest to find her schedule to coordinate a day to go to dinner, and he
found a phone number with a guy's name on it, the number Borgman saw in the
phone. He checked the call logs on the phone and noticed he talked to that guy
on the beach and that time when he feel asleep in the car. Borgman become
confused and distraught, he was extremely worried. Christina had been acting
strange, going to friends houses way more then she ever did before, and for
much longer periods of time, she got home from work late and the way she had
been treating Borgman recently all popped into his mind after seeing the phone
number. He decided to confront her about it, she totally freaked on him,
saying the he didn't trust her and that he was just a friend from work and
quickly left the house to go to her job. Borgman realized that he should give
her some space, so he left her some chocolate and flowers and a note to tell
her he is sorry and loves her and wants to be with her, and he went to
Lordstar's house to spend a few days and give her some time to think, he
became so sick he didn 't go to work for 3 days because he could not eat,
sleep, or stop puking. Unbeknownst to Borgman, Christina also did not go home
that night, she went to a motel, then saw her mother the next morning at work,
told her that she was at a motel, alone, and needed time alone, then she
promised to talk to Borgman when she saw him next, she then didn't come home
again the next night and came home the morning after, where she did not talk
to Borgman, he told her he loved her, said if she wanted to talk to him, to
call him he would be at Lordstar's house or at work. He then found out she
didn't come home again, and went clubbing, which she had been wanting to do
for a long time, but did not go with her friend like she had said she was
going to, she went alone and apparently stayed at a motel again. Finally,
Borgman could not take living in a vale of darkness and not knowing what was
going on with his relationship, he found her at work, not wearing her
engagement ring. This made Borgman very sad, he wanted to know what was going
on and if she loved him and that she was going to be with him. She told him
that she wasn't ready for a serious relationship she was too young and wanted
to sort out her life. Borgman was very saddened, asked her if she really
wanted that and eventually left, and moved back to Lordstar's house, alone.

Chapter X: Borgman 6.0 The Aftermath

Borgman was destroyed he felt like someone had pulled out his heart and
smashed it. He went on with his life, trying to recover from the agony. Not
being able to sleep well, wanting his girl to be with him, but knowing she did
not want him was hard, but something he had to accept. Eventually he felt less
and less like crap. One day, Christina walks by and does not say anything,
Borgman's body went cold and numb, he couldn't move and felt horrible, she
walked by again without saying anything, he tried to forget, but he loves her
to much. Everyone Borgman knows has been informed of what has happened and
does not like Christina, they think what she did to him was vile and wretched,
yet Borgman, foolish Borgman, as much as he knows he should not, would still
take her back and forgive her if she wanted it, love. Borgman is informed by
many friends and some relatives that work with Christina about her actions
before and after their break up. He tells them to stop telling him, but he
keeps learning more, he finds out the guy she was talking to, she was seen
holding hands with him, being 'friendly' to him, and also that the guy had a
girlfriend already. Eventually Christina realizes Borgman accidentally took
the title to her car when he took his paperwork. She comes up to his work and
asks for it, Borgman tells her he'll look and give it to her when she wants
it, and he tries to talk to her, but she walks away from him, wondering why
she didn't ask for it the day before when she walked by and ignored him. Then
a few days later she comes up and asks Borgman for the title, he tells her
he'll give it to her and wants to talk to her for a bit. She agrees, yet seems
very annoyed. He asks her about what happened, why she left him, why is she
going out with that guy, if she knew about his girlfriend and was surprised to
hear Christina say she knew about her. Christina also asked how Borgman knew
so much about her and asked if he was spying on them, he told him about his
concerned friends, and she seemed like she didn't believe him. She also told
him  she left him because he was obsessing to much about her, ignored his
friends, and never gave her any time to herself. Seemingly she never wanted to
go to her friend's house quite that often, Borgman never stopped her from
going anywhere, and they rarely spent time due to their opposing work
schedules, but he was still happy and tried to spend time with her. Borgman
was confused why she gave him a different reason before and wondered if it was
just an escape to go with this other guy. Maybe she was scared of having a
committed relationship where someone actually cared for her, wanted to be with
her and liked spending time with her, not just when she wanted it. She left
Borgman angrily and he told he to have a good life, still wishing that even
though all this had happened, she was still with him. Friends at work tell him
that she is apparently telling her parents that her and that guy are just
friends and that apparently Christina talks to very few people and is rarely
home. Borgman is sad for her, that she will probably never have a true
relationship and that all her strove for with her seems to mean nothing to
her, thrown away like garbage..in two pieces on the floor.

Chapter XI: Borgman 6.9 A New Beginning

Borgman is now living with his friend Lordstar Lordstar has a new faithful
girlfriend. Borgman finally apologizes to Lordstar for treating him so badly
during the Year of Hell, the two of them are then finally truly reunited in
the spirit of the old ways. Borgman now tries to rebuild his become better,
get a better job, and become more organized and generally more motivated like
he once was. The time for waiting is seemingly over one must strike whilst the
iron is hot. Primarily over his past, he strives for a new future, with
lingering reminders of a love that once was. Borgman will prevail nothing can
stop him from obtaining his goal, whatever it may be.