im playing far too much. wish I had money, wanna go to isolation, mom's
summerhouse is in middle of nowhere, with rocking sauna and lotsa forest
around. ahh... I didnt do dishes today, and need to clean my fridge, something
smelly in there. seeing flashes of war, people dying and screaming, and the
sky is clouded by smoke, blood soaks the ground turning it to mud and
smothering all plants but few weeds here and there. I hear the explosions and
see the flashes in the horizon as the world is rocked by huge blasts the bombs
dropped from clouds of airplanes that fly over every, even the smallest corner
of the world and make it go up in flames. The sounds of it all, it deafening,
the images, maybe part of the feelings of people dying, it freezes me inside,
and I try to hide...