Decided to go onto the bat homepage and take a trip back in time to the start of my blogging since it is far easier to read cronologically versus the blog view command here in the mud. Wow, reading those early posts put me back into my old test engineering days. I'm really glad now that I took up this blogging now. I look back now and see all of the misery and complaining I had while working in that department and it makes me oh-so-happy now to be gone from that group. In fact, I chatted for a minute in the halls today with an guy who stayed in test eng. that I worked with, and he was talking about how he was working 80 hour weeks now due to short deadlines and lack of personnel. Wow, I sure don't miss that one bit. Then I was scanning through other blogs and one person's comment about lurkers on blogs. In particular, when you know the person in RL and reading their blog, and not letting the blogger know you are reading their blog. That person brought up some interesting points about how it freaked them out that the person knew more than they were letting on. I don't have a good answer as I'm guilty about doing the same thing. In my defense, I don't want that person to feel they have to hide stuff because people they know may read their blog. I just have a feeling that if someone knew me in RL were to trip across this little ole blog, I'd have a second or third thoughts about some of the stuff I've posted, and in particular a few certain persons would definitely make me reconsider and possibly remove a couple of posts. By nature I'm a private person, so as long as I think I'm anonymous, I'm more likely to be more open. Not too surprising of a revelation, I know. I'm just comforted knowing that most people who know me in RL don't know about Bat or could connect me to this character or even know that I blog at all. Fortunately, the few that could put all of these connections are people I can trust or have long sinced moved away from Bat or from me in RL. Wow, this stock market snide of late is rough on my 401k. Even with my meager savings so far, it is scary to watch it bounce a thousand bucks in value a day. I guess this is why they call the stock market as "legalized gambling". However, I can afford to let it ride for a while, since I'm playing with the house money now after all of the gains from the last few years. I just hope I don't have to give it all back now as oil prices, interest rates, and world events don't push the market way, way down. Sad commentary that the only way I can afford to retire is to gamble on stocks since pensions and social security are not viable options. Well, I also have the farm which, knock on wood, will always be a yearly income source, but I'm in the minority with this. So with some good years in the stock market, maybe I can retire at 65. What's thi? Some interest, some flirting? Intriguing. Much ado about nothing? Let's just wait and see. Tonight's blog brought to you by "Foxy Foxy" Rob Zombie