The food's best in the world, the flora and fauna, culture, people, the views,
everything's fantastic, wonderful, love it. I walked in warm rain and felt
refreshed, young again, alive. I watch the stars during night feeling the warm
breeze blowing through my hairs. I walk on mountain path and look at the view
feeling how happy it is to be here. But unfortunately the coin has other side.
The marriage is horrible, first the husband was nice but little by little
looks like he's way too jealous, always asking where I'm going and following
wherever I go. And I'm in love with a person who loves me too, but we can't
get each others unless we do very drastic acts. It's like trying to win a
lottery. Feels like whole world is collapsing. Divorcing is harder thing to
get here, and I doubt there will be one. The song of Rolling Stones Paint it
Black and Tiffany's I Think We're Alone Now desgribe the best my feelings.
Trapped in heaven with a devil. Whatever happens, remember to live your life
full.