Bloody hell, just lost 2 hours of work when I hit save on my end of the year
review form and the software decided I needed a new form instead of saving my
current form.  Fuck.  Luckily I have a strong memory and can rebuild most of
what I said in a hurry, but this version isn't worded as well as the previous
form.  Screw it, it doesn't matter anyways.  Like anyone who can do anything
about my raise will read/care about this form.    I have a couple of topics I
want to blog out that I've been mulling in my head, but today doesn't have the
time in it that I need to fully flesh 'em out.  I need to hit the gym soon to
go lift weights with the guys.  Best part of working out with friends, if you
don't show, you are ripped on (friendly) and it gives you that incentive to
keep going.  Same thing holds true for not trying your hardest each time.  We
understand that injuries and things come up, but that don't stop the
good-natured ribbing you'll take though.

Durn it, I forgot to set the mode to paragraph.  Sorry about the long run-on
paragraph. 8I  Anyways, I do want to leave with this.  Tarquin's blogs have
some of the most heart-wrenching words I have read.  His experiences are my
fears realized.  It almost makes me want to never fall in love, remote as the
possibility is for me these days.  Dude, I wish I had the words for you, but
what can I say when my heart has never been accepted by another in love.  The
inverse of your loneliness is a loneliness of never knowing and never having
and I'm not so sure I'd be willing to trade for yours.  Ignorance and
innocence is a blunt pain.   No answers to be found here and I'm late for the
gym.  What a terrible way to end out this entry.  Shoutout to Tarquin.