I don't understand why I still drop in here every now and then. I haven't
actually played in some time...
I just about quit playing after I reinced to this priest. I just can't play
anything besides tank. As a caster I can't solo, and as I very seldom get to
any parties, being a caster is (for me) just idling, waiting for the courage
to just do another reinc.
But again and again, I find myself idling here... I read the news, read the
channels for a while, and feel bummed for not being able to do anything.
I don't understand what I'm getting out of this game that keeps me coming
back. I'm not having any fun as it is, and I don't have any friends here, so
maybe it's just a habit. Now I'll just go back to not doing anything about any
of this.