You tell XXX 'thanks for your kindness:) but actually exp is the least thing i want. what i want is the belongingness. I hope someone could ask me for help or i have friends that i can play/explore/waste time with them' You tell XXX 'but this game is too old. almost all player has played for over 5 years and has their own circles and daily party members. if someone asks for a hitter in wanted, he means a HARD hitter. if some asks for a def, he means a HARD def. i hope, after all the efforts ive spent, i could be useful. but actually im useless' You tell XXX 'rejections have extinguished my enthusiasm'