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Posted: 16 May 2004 03:29 [ permalink ]
In one single moment your whole life can turn round
you stand there for a minute staring straight into the ground
Looking to the left slightly then looking back down
your world feels like its caved in, proper sorry frown

'please let me show you how we could only just be for us
i can change and i can grow or we could adjust
the wicked thing about us is we always have trust
we can even have an open relationship if we must'

i look at her, she stares almost straight back at me
but her eyes glaze over like shes looking straight through me
Her eyes must have closed for seemed like an eternity
and when they open up shes looking down at her feet



Dry yer eyes mate
i know its hard to take but her mind has been made up
theres plenty more fish in the sea
dry yer eyes mate
I know you want to make her see how much this pain hurts
but you've got to walk away now
its over



so then i move my hand up from down by my side
Its shaking, my life is crashing before my eyes
i turn the palm of my hand up to face the skies
touch the bottom of her chin and let out a sigh

'coz i cant imagine my life without you and me
theres things i cant imagine doing things i cant imagine seeing
it werent supposed to be easy surely 
please please im begging please'

she brings her hands up towards where my hands rested
she wraps her fingers round mine with a softness she's blessed with
she peels away my fingers, looks at me and then gestures
by pushing my hand away to my chest, from hers



Dry your eyes mate ...



and im just standing there
i cant say a word
coz everythings just gone
i got nothing
absolutly nothing

im trying to pull her close out of bare desperation
put my arms around her trying to change what shes saying
pull my head level with hers as she might engaging
look into her eyes to make her listen again

'im not gunna fucking just fucking leave it all now
you said it would be forever and that was your vow
and you gunna let our things simply crash and fall down
your well out of order now this is well out of town'

she pulls away my arms clamped tightly around her waist
gently pushes me back as she looks at me straight
turns around so shes got her back to my face
takes one step forward, looks back, and walks away