BLAAAT. Going to Helsinki tomorrow. Really fucks me up I must say, but it
feels kind of nice to meet my wife. I just hate to travell, it reaaally fucks
me up. But I'm sure it will be nice, I'm actually waiting to get to that
chinese restaurant that waits when I get there. We did survive our little
crisis. Our whole life is a one big crisis. But hey, when you get onboard, you
better stay on board. On the sea of relatioships, I cannot swim. That is what
I know. Had an good conversation with someone who knows who he is. Made me
think. I not much of a think tank, not as much as I wanted to be, but at least
I'm quite sure that the conversation did some good to me. I just wish that I
could give people more than just random ramblings, but maybe that is why I
choose to be silent so often.  And that is probably for the best I want to be
merry, I'm smiling. Look I'm smiling. Look my love, I really am smiling.