"What we do in life, it goes into eternity!" Maximus, Gladiaattori.
Mahtava elokuva. Kertavitun kaikkiaan. Viime yönä näin kummallisen pedofilia
unen mutta kerrompa siitä englanniksi kohta koska kaikkia englanninkielisiä
pikku höpönassuja se kiinnostaa varmasti enemmän kuin teitä mulkeroita. Pexin
sanoin, ette ansaitse mua! Meikä rulaa.

Dream: Well, this was a bit strange as this was almost "pedophilic". I was
again in the woods and had once again built this 'pit' in the snow. The pit is
a snow house, you enter it through a hole in the roof of it. Sometimes in my
dreams, the pit is not made in the snow, but in the solid ground during
summer. Weird shit. Well, this moment was some time after the actual building
of such thing and it had partially collapset. I was running in the woods and
there was this little, young girl with me. She is one of our neighbours from
time when we were still living in Toivala, I think when she was something like
5 or so, she had a rush on me, how cute. OR! It could also have been Marsu's
friend's daughter, which is about 10 also. I can't be 100 % sure. Well anyway,
she was with me in the woods and then suddenly she grabs my hand and starts
leading us towards the 'pit'. I think what the fuck but I am all excited about
it. Then she turns and makes me to promise her that 'I will do only good to
her'. Yikes. She then leads us to the pit entrance, but it has collapsed and
we can't get in. Then she takes us behind the hill the pit was build and there
we stop. I recall that we were hiding from the eyes of some other people
there, as I think I heard sounds (never saw anyone else though). I am not sure
if I kissed/touched her there, wether she did or if we just stand there still.
But I sure was all excited about it. First dream of that nature. 

Went to karate yesterday and Perttu was leading. Had handball and sähly (i
don't know what this is in english, perhaps indoor-hockey?) for the warmups,
and then some self-defence techniques. My right shoulder is still trying to
kill me as it paralyzes from unexplainable pain sometimes. Pelvis doesn't move
too well but I am quite certain I will be able to do all the things needed in
the graduation with quite good skill. If the day is shitty, I won't get the
belt but I am optimistic. Really optimistic.